this game is fucking rigged. warning for so much complaining

okay so last sizzle season the annaki anchored coat was level 66, & i just so happened to Not play very much that summer so i wasn't able to nab it. i have spent the past year frothing & drooling waiting for sizzle season 2024 because i want that fucking virtual suitjacket so bad & guess what. It's level 84 now. 😭😭😭😭 i'm so doomed. also as soon as i started playing it was inkblot art academy in the turf war rotation (i don't play anarchy & never will) & i had a 12 battle losing streak coming off of yesterday's also 10ish battle losing streak. it wasvery tiring & i almost gave up for the day but i ended up doing some salmon run shifts (which were EASIER somehow. salmon run being easier & more fun than turf wars. let that sink in . pun intended) & i felt a little better. then FINALLY the turf war rotation included the new map & i instantly started winning again. My theory is that inkblot art academy is a cursed map & it hates me because i'll never go to art school or take any art classes. fuck you too inkblot. anyways i'm only at level 3 so far & it's been a very long day