Dear no one in specific,
I literally confessed to BOTH of my platonic crushes that I like them. I am cringing so hard at myself - right now.

Really I wanted to do some stuff with my ocs based off them both. (called [DATA_EXTINGUISHED] and [PERISHED], fucking ass usernames that are VERY obvious i KNOW.) But then one day (maybe 2 days ago,) my idiotic ass asked [REDACTED] about platonic crushes.

It escalated from there, he didn't get it at first. That was a relief. Hint: was.

I then asked TheHellBruh, one of the higher ups on this very wiki* if [DATA_EXPUNGED], my other squish/platonic crush, if they knew I was squishing on them. Well, THB then asked why I was... so afraid to tell them I wanted to be friends with them. He told the same thing about me trying to be besties with [REDACTED]. Paraphrasing but, "it's normal to want to be best friends with someone."

(* "this very wiki" referring to the pee:poo wiki)

I hate and love Evs(TheHellBruh) for indirectly changing my life.
I actually got the balls to confess to [DATA_EXPUNGED], but not before asking a suspicious question.
I almost didn't, for [REDACTED]. I forgot to crop something out, and then he asked me if he was my squish. I fucking let it out.

I outed myself.

No, the aftermath wasn't that bad for either of them. [DATA_EXPUNGED] got their suspicions confirmed. [REDACTED] asked why I was crushin' on him so much... well - are we not both fucked-up autistic Slinger Battler cultists? /j

Yea I still hate myself. Where's the- yeah im gonna remove the rest of that part because im too lazy to tag this shit.