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Oopsy...
I may have jumpscared everyone with ocean man by accident...
ramblethisissofuckingfunnymybad
Insane person rambles about issue that literally has no solution.
basically my bf likes music a ton so I feel like i'm doing smth wrong if someone I think highly of has a disagreeing opinion with me but actually it's fine so I was just being a little silly. Copying mechanisms and such.

oopsyramble
Insane person rambles about issue that literally has no solution.
and then I sit here, looking at all that I've said and wonder if this is just another facet of my autism, of my inability to be the "right" way? If it doesn't matter why does it upset me so much? Is that what I should analyse? Why I desire to fit on this specific factor? It feels like the only piece I'm missing in my being, a lover of art who just can't "get it"? "GET IT"? What do I even do with this existential worry. Where do I place it? Is there merit to it or is it just my desire to make myself seem broken? Is it because my boyfriend loves music yet there's a divide on our ability to access it? I don't even know !!!! Either everyone is wrong Abt music or there's something wrong with me
p.s yes I spent way too long coding this to calm myself down -w-
P.S P.S it was just imposter syndrome again

rambleventish
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