I'm so angry and tired and embarrassed because I'm having to beg for help again online because I got kicked off health insurance.
I have a brain MRI, endocrinology, a surgery consult, and a derm appointment I've been waiting like 8 months for and I'm so angry!!! like they didn't give me any warning and are saying I'm not eligible to get back on insurance and I'm just

I don't know what to do

I'm not sharing the link here because I'm straight up so embarrassed that I keep having to ask for help over and over and over again and I just needed somewhere to complain and vent for a moment because it's.. so exhausting

I don't have the energy or health to do anything about it in time[since everything but the MRI is upfront costs], and I'm sick of asking for help, but the brain mri and endocrinology are SO important, and the surgery consult and derm are too but at least those aren't like "this needs to happen NOW" [I hope so anyway, I've had this rash for a year now so idk if.. it's normal or serious or not. I would have already seen the derm but the place I was doing doesn't take my insurance anymore, and now that I'm kicked off I might have to get a new referral AGAIN]