Hi y'all! I have been job searching for ages in between really poor health, and it's starting to become very obvious that there is no way for me to find work where I am. Nothing is available, even remote work, that I am physically capable of doing or have enough experience.. so I am desperately trying to earn an income through a TON of different avenues in hopes of being able to become financially independent enough to move out of my abusive home I've been trying to leave for 8 years now. I'm so tired so PLEASE please consider sharing my work, donating to my ko-fi, commissioning me, buying adopts, whatever suits your fancy! Even just sharing my stuff on places like bluesky and the like is a TREMENDOUS help.
Ways you can support me:
FREE ways to support
Watch my Drawing timelapses on my primary youtube>> https://www.youtube.com/@CosmicRotListen to my music on my music youtube >> https://www.youtube.com/@eldritchbimboy
Follow me on my other socials and share my works to your followers >> Tumblr // Bluesky // Cara
You can also share the post I made similar to this journal over on tumblr!
Paid ways to support
Buy adoptable designs from me OR commission me over on vgen.co >> https://vgen.co/cosmicrotPurchase my music over on bandcamp >> https://eldritch-bimboy.bandcamp.com/
Become a member of My ko-fi >> https://ko-fi.com/cosmicrot/ OR my patreton >> https://www.patreon.com/cw/CosmicRot_
I'll eventually be starting up a store to sell things like handmade keychains, stickers, art prints, and more, but for now you can buy art prints from me on my inprnt >> https://www.inprnt.com/gallery/cosmicrot/
I'm mostly recovered from my surgery in november! My scars still hurt but I have like 95% of my range of motion back!!
Which means I opened commissions again :)) but it also means in general I've been trying to work on a lot more art! I've been experimenting with chibi art styles, as well as working on my vtuber model.. and some old WIP drawings I've had kicking around for years now.
Hope to share some stuff with y'all really soon <3 Thanks for sticking around
Hi there, just wanted to say oops! I was gone for a lot longer than planned, because a lot has happened and I'm currently trying to save up for top surgery and to move out of my abusive home to australia to be with my partner... Hopefully by next summer.
Anyway yeah! My friend, now partner, came to visit all the way from australia, so I spent two-ish weeks with them, and then I spent quite awhile prepping and planning and sorting things out for my top surgery in november.. and then all the horrible depressing things happening in the USA.. it's been a lot!
I'm trying very hard to save up despite not having a job or consistent income, which sadly means a lot of begging on the internet, but I miss sheezy and am trying to get back into drawing more so hi hello!! Any kind words or words of encouragement would mean a lot!
I hope you all have been well and I'd love to hear about your week if you wanna share! good or bad!
Neither me nor any of the doctors know how.. but this past friday I fractured my rib!!
I'm going insane because I'm unable to draw, and it's literally the worst pain I've ever felt in my life.
[the most likely culprit is literally just from putting lotion on my back.... talk about embarrassing]
I ended up not going to the ER until monday because I've been in insurance limbo and couldn't afford an ER trip so I suffered through two days of wanting to throw up from pain before finally going 😭🥲
and then I had to go to the orthopedic urgent care/walk in clinic yesterday cause I suddenly couldn't breathe well, only to find out the fracture is a lot worse than the ER doctor lead me to believe [they even showed me the images this time.. they never do at the ER] and the ortho is SUPER concerned so I gotta get a ton of bloodwork! but my grandma flaked on bringing me today... and my SSDI court hearing is tomorrow soa aaugrsdegdgdfh
I was playing a lot of blue prince after I was FINALLY able to get into a semi-comfortable [ie; not excruciating] amount of pain at my desk with a weird pillow setup.. but now I'm hurting a lot again so I need to go bed-mode for awhile. [Which I can't even lay down!!! I have to be super propped up,, oh how I miss laying on my side and stomach]
anyway if I'm like missing for a month or so! that's why
this fracture has extremely messed up my life rn, and I'm unable to do anything at all I normally was doing to scrounge together super small amounts of cash.. so I'm back to begging on the internet so I don't end up in the ER again, and because I ran out of foodstamps 2 weeks ago [I finally get more next week but I'm unable to cook at all and we've run out of most easy to make things...]
life is a fuck and neither of my parents are really willing to help me so I've been hurting myself just trying to do daily things :')) fml
I'm so angry and tired and embarrassed because I'm having to beg for help again online because I got kicked off health insurance.
I have a brain MRI, endocrinology, a surgery consult, and a derm appointment I've been waiting like 8 months for and I'm so angry!!! like they didn't give me any warning and are saying I'm not eligible to get back on insurance and I'm just
I don't know what to do
I'm not sharing the link here because I'm straight up so embarrassed that I keep having to ask for help over and over and over again and I just needed somewhere to complain and vent for a moment because it's.. so exhausting
I don't have the energy or health to do anything about it in time[since everything but the MRI is upfront costs], and I'm sick of asking for help, but the brain mri and endocrinology are SO important, and the surgery consult and derm are too but at least those aren't like "this needs to happen NOW" [I hope so anyway, I've had this rash for a year now so idk if.. it's normal or serious or not. I would have already seen the derm but the place I was doing doesn't take my insurance anymore, and now that I'm kicked off I might have to get a new referral AGAIN]