I absolutely love art I want to do it all the time. I have sooo many ideas for video games, so many drawings I want to make, so many creative pursuits I want to well.. pursue!
but I'm constantly struggling for money, I'm constantly stressed out, my body hurts so much. I don't have the energy to learn tons of new skills, I don't have the energy to make things just for myself because I have to spend all of my energy to suffer less and make sure I'm not going to like starve to death or something!! so it's AUUGGHH

cause I REALLY really want to make my games!! I want to make my websites, I want to do and make and look at and grow and create so so so so so SO MANY things it makes my heart and body ache.

I love art
so much

I want to keep making things for the rest of my life.