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Howdy. Been a hot minute, eh?
Soooo a lot has happened this month, to me at least. So I think it's time I make my monthly update log to catch everyone up on what's been going on and what I've been up to alongside general ramblings, art sharing and such.
Ok so, Eterniaquest. I've been struggling with how to name the comic for a while now. For a hot minute I wanted to call it Everquest until I realized thats an actual video game soooo Eterniaquest it is. Work on the digital version of the comic has been very slow and daunting. I don't feel as confident about my art skills when I work digitally as a lot of the things I can get away with in sketch don't work anymore with pixels and a brush. Some stuff I wouldn't imagine any other way while others just suck now and demotivate me instantly. I've been struggling with the second page. Considering how fast I made the first my motivation for the second is in an all time low and I'm not sure what to do with it. I don't want to hire people to draw the comic for me as I don't have the money for that and it doesn't feel right to me. I have to fight through and hopefully get this done sometime soon. Meanwhile I started work on the next issue and I have a full arc already planned out alongside the whole story of its world and such so it can connect with my other works. All will be revealed in the future. For now here are some personal highlights of concept art and 1 panel for issue 2.
Final boss concept art... Current prototype name is "The Lich King" inspired by adventure time and warcraft.
Back cover art for the issues. Each issue will have a list of villains and characters in the issue, inspired by Scott Pilgrim and adventure time's "Stakes" arc, to indicate how far in into the arc we are.
Cover art??????? Maybe????????
King Stephens final design. Big bad, king of dark magic and all of the lands as it were. Keen eyes might notice similarities to another design of mine and this one. It'll be explained in lore.
Insect mania grows rampant as the famous non British known simply as "The Insects" release their next film and studio album, "We require your assistance".
Test talk sprite art if I were to make an rpg maker game with these guys. Not likely but fun to think about.
This is just for fun. I can have that too! Right?
One of the panels for the second issue.
Smug mage Sheemz.
Just something I drew based on the menus in Sola-to-robo
That settles the comics for now. Moving onto games.
Defective Detectives has been on hiatus. As mentioned before, I think, the demo is complete. Only thing left to fix are the many grammatical errors, textboxes and like one boss fight. That's it. Maybe add like two or three more npc's. Problem being, one of the main characters. I had a big falling out with one of the "victims" in the game alongside many other people. And they are fairly prominent and important characters in the game. Which means I need to do a full rewrite. However I finally started cracking down on that. The game is now being made fully independently and not associated with splatmatic, one of my friends studios, outside of things I can't do like code and music. Redesigns are in the works and it'll connect with Eterniaquest so stay tuned for that. The short answer to this is stuff is being made and completed finally and hopefully I can get the demo out at some point, still no date sadly.
The only thing I'm showing off for the redesigns, and it's Ant!
Next on the chopping block... irl! Yay...
Alongside coming out as pan, gentlemen I am open, I also changed my username! Dorfde doesn't site right with me anymore mostly due to old past related garbo. It's associated with a cartoon character that is based on me and people grow a fandom over and I don't really like that nor feel comfortable about, and while I would love George to be my username(no offense to all the George's out there in the world) I think Jude sounds a little better. Also I wear glasses now! My vision is half fucked. It's +0.50 which means stuff up close is like really blurry to me. Also my focus is completely fucked! I can't focus on a single dot for shit. Hence also the glasses. Apparently these are supposed to help. Even though now I look like a walking nerd emoji. Uhhh college still sucks! That hasn't changed I think it only got worse. I'm supposed to go to a con mid April but money is a bit of a problem so I guess we'll see. Not sure how April's gonna turn out but March was fine I guess.
I'll probably digitalize this. Maybe.
Fanart thingy for fox.popvii on instagram
tried drawing ratchet and clank. Clank looks good but ratchets kinda ehhhh.
website design thingy yea
Sooooooo I think that does it for this monthly update log. If you have furry men please send them my way. Thank you.
I forgot to post this here, whoops.
Yeah so I do commissions and stuff. Here are the basic details. If you have any other inquiries, questions or just wanna chat my discord handle at the moment is "ohheyjude". If you wanna be wacky you could also add me on escargot, my email on there is "dorfde@escargot.chat". Keep in mind my do's and don't's change every five and a half milliseconds, so feel free to ask if I draw this sorta thing or that sorta thing or whatever. So yeah, hope the prices aren't atrocious and I hope the art shown isn't too bad...
Also to clarify the oc x fictional character/canon thing, what I mean is I won't draw art of you or your oc being shipped with another fictional character from a movie, game, show or whatever. I'll draw them hanging out or meeting or something like that but not say dating, kissing and so on... But again, I suggest ask me and see how I feel about it at that point in time.
Also here are a few other example pieces...
https://sheezy.art/ohheyjude/gallery/anya-doodle
https://sheezy.art/ohheyjude/gallery/wizards-brew-sheezy-challenge-entry-january-2024
https://sheezy.art/ohheyjude/gallery/revival-contest-entry
https://sheezy.art/ohheyjude/gallery/commround-2
So uhhh yeah that's that.
Had to let this out of my system. If you're curious about what the title is about this started off as me asking for advice for a comic I was making and was really proud of so far. For the most part it went ignored and I felt seriously underwhelmed and disappointed, so much so that it took quite the toll on my sanity as most things do when I feel like I'm being ignored or lied to or whatever. I'll post the art here to see what people think. As for the vent I'll leave it cause I just kinda need to let out steam anyway. Stuff like this bothers me way too much anyway. I'm gonna go out side now for a walk to cool off. If you wanna read me losing my god damn mind be my guest, this is the light version too. I'm usually way worse and way more dark when I vent, compared to how I reacted when I broke up with me ex this is tame.
The art:
The vent:
I've posted this one comic page not too long ago here and on a bunch of discord servers and I don't think anyone really saw it or if it got seen it got overshadowed by stuff that's ten billion times better then mine and I'm starting to feel genuinely ignored or unimportant or like I don't matter or whatever. I don't know how to fathom or explain it anymore, it's been weighing me down for a while now but it's been getting worse and worse as of recent. So much so that I can't bring myself to do anything but listen to music and play video games and I hate that. I want to work. I want to grow. I can't keep putting off shit like this otherwise I'll end up in some ditch out there in the middle of no where. I already feel enough like a fuck up and don't need to fuck up even more to the point I start dragging people down with me. I already feel like an insane person who's gonna stay lonely forever I don't need to be with someone and fuck up their life as much as I have mine. I feel like a freak. Like I don't belong. Like I shouldn't even be here. Like I'm better off not being anywhere and burdening the people around me. I keep thinking they all act nice to me just to pity me but then talk bad things about me behind my back. Making fun of me and lying about me and whatever. I don't know if I can handle it anymore I dont know if i can keep doing this shit i dont know if i can keep it together anymore before i used to with art music and whatever but i dont know how long i can keep this shit up it sucks it hurts i hurt everyone around me i cant keep it together anymore even the one person that genuinely loved me i had to fuck up and ruin somehow cause thats all i do i dont deserve this shit i dont deserve i dont i dont i dont i dont i dont
If you read up to this point, thank you.