ive been dealing with insomnia and sleep deprivation for a long time, and then on the 17th, i started having dizziness that hasn't stopped. it's hard to do anything from fatigue and being dizzy. i had some medicines prescribed, but they have not helped. at this point, all i do is wait for doctor appointments to happen.

i really wish i could be drawing right now, because it's fun and makes me happy, but i can't. it's also difficult to spend a lot of time online in an active rather than passive way. meaning, it's much harder to browse websites than to just lay down and listen to a youtube video.

i don't know if or when i will ever get better from this, and if i don't, i figure folks should know why. anyhow. i gotta try to sleep now.