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So recently i got a new idea for an OC (it's an alien girl with a 50's retrofuturism/raygun gothic style named "molly moondust") and i ALSO had an idea to redesign the version of ralsei from the future AU my OC sprite lives in considering some subtext in deltarune chapter 5 suggests something different than what i initially designed. But what i have in my head now makes ralsei look a little too similar to toriel so NOW i need to ALSO get a grasp of how i draw HER in my style so they don't look like clones of each other. That said, i don't really feel like drawing fully colored digital art of all three of those ideas since that feels too """final""" (for lack of a better word) so i decided that i'm gonna make a few concept sketches in my sketchbook first....but get this:
I can't find my sketchbook :))))
In case you didn't know: my mom and i have been staying in ohio since november of last year, and we JUST came home in june. A lot of my stuff has been stored away and put in different places so i'm guessing my sketchbook has been too, i have extras and we KNOW those are buried in places that we can't get to rn but we're gonna be running errands tomarrow i think so we could probably just drop by hobby lobby and grab another one 🙃🙃
I KNOW it's not there, but i can't shake the feeling my sketchbook is still in ohio which would be bad considering my older cousin, who is staying at the same house we were at, is a pretty bigoted dude (like seriously, while we were there, he used a conversation about OUR STATE BIRDS as a chance to make a really forced transphobic joke) and i'm sure he'd get on our case because i draw furries and leftie stuff.....but i mean....at the same time, i feel if he DID find it, he would've said something already so idk what i'm worrying so much about ¯_(ツ)_/¯
I named my island "scrimblo island" (because all the residents are little scrimblos)
So far, raku and koneko chan from nyan neko sugar girls pretty much have the most stable relationship on the entire island; in my game, they're girlfriends and own a house together. Meanwhile there's a really messy love triangle between jeff the killer, sans undertale and my OC elenora that i'm honestly DYING to see play out (jeff likes sans, sans likes elenora and elenora likes jeff.....so far jeff has been rejected twice.) Also sans is roommates with ebony dark'ness dementia raven way and their group name is "the cool goffs," raku chan has bonded with pixris (a character from my miitopia save file that i recreated in the game) over the fact that they both like dissing AI slop, pixris STRAIGHT UP ADMITTED HE LIKES MURDER!!!! I heard raku chan say something that implied that jacksepticeye is a local cryptid on scrimblo island and everyone on this island won't shut up about how much they love "being a massive weirdo" (i wrote that exact phrase into the game myself)
Some custom items i've made in the game include a really girly lil rainbow cake, literally just piss in a bowl, a rock (...because sans told me he wanted a pet and i decided to recreate the pet rock he was mentioned to have in undertale) a blunt and the LITERAL DEATH NOTE!!!
Anyway, some characters i'm thinking about adding to my island next are my OCs gabby, jescha, dot and scout. I'm also thinking about adding my BABYGIRL dwight from DBD (i even have almost his exact outfit from the game ready to go when i DO add him) and MAYBE either slenderman or papyrus, not sure which one i want to add more :P
Just found out that in september, android is making it so that you can't download apps on anything EXCEPT the app store and thus that means you HAVE to get shit from the app store, which will require you to give them your PERSONAL INFORMATION!!!!!!
This means that the youtube alternative i use will no longer work on my device in a few months and the only way i can keep using it will be if i rooted my tablet and like....i don't fucking know anything about rooting devices and am worried that i might brick my tablet if i tried :))))))
If you want to know more, PLEASE check out this site: https://keepandroidopen.org/
I doomerposted about this in my IRL diary but i still have a lot to say tbh
Ngl, despite being in the little nightmares fandom ever since LN2 came out, i STILL haven't checked out little nightmares 3 yet. I have plans on watching jacksepticeye's lets play of the game, but tbh i'm kinda tired of lets players and the indie game community at the moment (in my last post i talked a lot about the fatphobia and misogyny in those circles) and like.....i know jack is generally a pretty good guy (that's why i watch his videos) but still, there's only so much screaming at video games one can take at a time. I know if i REALLY didn't want to watch jack's lets play i could always just buy the game and play it myself but like.....being so fucking fr right now i kinda don't want to do that either. I have a whole ass page dedicated to little nightmares on my neocities and i kinda NEED to experience the game one way or another so that i can update it to include information about it.
In part, it's kinda just because i hear a bunch of people saying little nightmares 3 is a bad game that sucks and i just keep on building it up like that in my head. I don't want to listen to those people and i try not to (i'm trying so fucking hard not to call them "normies" but like....i get the feeling that the people who say that shit are the same people who COMPLETELY ignore any and all nuance to six as a character and act like she's an irredeemable monster because of what she did at the end of LN2) but still.
I know it's just jitters, i get like this almost EVERYTIME i experience something new; i was like this when i was like, 9 with MLP flash games i hadn't played before, i was like this back when i was like, 12 when i first got tomodachi life for my 2DS, i was like this last year when i booted up deltarune on my switch to play the recent chapters and i was like like this a few months ago when i first played dead by daylight. I'm sure it's not as bad as i'm imagining, and besides....this wouldn't be the first time i liked something a lot of people hate (pokemon sword and shield, danganronpa, the kris x ralsei ship from deltarune, the six x mono ship from little nightmares, pineapple on pizza, etc)
Idk man, it's 2am and i'm getting kinda sleepy.
I'm both writing AND art blocked at the moment (currently working on my OCs gabby and jescha's toyhouse profiles) and have just been watching youtube videos in the meantime since i don't have a lot of other hobbies. I just went down a bardcore rabbithole (as one does) and noticed a LOT of bardcore covers nowadays use AI slop images instead of ACTUAL medieval artwork or even just human-made recreations of that style. Like B RO I JUST WANT TO HEAR WHAT IT WOULD SOUND LIKE IF SNOOP DOGG MADE MUSIC DURING THE BLACK PLAGUE, I DON'T WANT TO LOOK AT YOUR UGLY ASS VASELINE-SMEARED IMAGES, THE FUCK????