Currently trying to work up the courage to play the new deltarune chapters lol

I'm hesitating so much bc i'm so used to watching other people play the game (mainly jacksepticeye) that actually playing the game for myself feels kinda scary and wierd...besides, it's not like i WANT to watch any other lets play besides jack's and he SAID he's not gonna make anymore lets plays of the game's chapters so this is pretty much the only option i have... I JUST WANNA SEE BLORBO BLINGO INTERACT WITH THE FUCK SQUAD 😭😭😭😭

I know it's kinda dumb (especially considering i didn't have the same problem with slime rancher even though i was obsessed with watching lets plays of it during it's early access) but it's the truth lol