So recently i got a new idea for an OC (it's an alien girl with a 50's retrofuturism/raygun gothic style named "molly moondust") and i ALSO had an idea to redesign the version of ralsei from the future AU my OC sprite lives in considering some subtext in deltarune chapter 5 suggests something different than what i initially designed. But what i have in my head now makes ralsei look a little too similar to toriel so NOW i need to ALSO get a grasp of how i draw HER in my style so they don't look like clones of each other. That said, i don't really feel like drawing fully colored digital art of all three of those ideas since that feels too """final""" (for lack of a better word) so i decided that i'm gonna make a few concept sketches in my sketchbook first....but get this:

I can't find my sketchbook :))))

In case you didn't know: my mom and i have been staying in ohio since november of last year, and we JUST came home in june. A lot of my stuff has been stored away and put in different places so i'm guessing my sketchbook has been too, i have extras and we KNOW those are buried in places that we can't get to rn but we're gonna be running errands tomarrow i think so we could probably just drop by hobby lobby and grab another one 🙃🙃

I KNOW it's not there, but i can't shake the feeling my sketchbook is still in ohio which would be bad considering my older cousin, who is staying at the same house we were at, is a pretty bigoted dude (like seriously, while we were there, he used a conversation about OUR STATE BIRDS as a chance to make a really forced transphobic joke) and i'm sure he'd get on our case because i draw furries and leftie stuff.....but i mean....at the same time, i feel if he DID find it, he would've said something already so idk what i'm worrying so much about ¯_(ツ)_/¯